Archive | January, 2017

Those Without Sin; Cast the First Stone

30 Jan

“And as they continued to ask him, he stood up and said to them, “Let him who is without sin among you be the first to throw a stone at her.””
‭‭John‬ ‭8:7‬ ‭ESV‬‬

This is one of my favorite accounts of Jesus setting a woman free of her sins.

See, this woman was caught in the act of adultery. She was being intimate with someone besides her husband. I’m sure she thought she wasn’t going to get caught.

Of course, here come the Pharisees and scribes.  Instead of being concerned about their sin issues, they were concerned about what this woman had done. They actually caught her in the act of adultery.

The law was if someone was caught in adultery, their punishment would be to be stoned to death. This goes back to the book of Leviticus. In Leviticus, God gave more laws to the Israelites. The penalty for anyone caught in adultery was being stoned to death. (Leviticus 20:10)

Well, here comes  Jesus in the midst of all this commotion. All of the “religious” leaders already had a stone in their hand. Jesus saw this woman on the ground. She was crying because she knew she was about to die.

Jesus walks to the group of men and the woman on the ground. The Pharisees and scribes told Jesus this woman had been caught in the act of adultery.

They told Jesus; according to the law of Moses (Leviticus 20) she was to be stoned to death. The men decided to test Jesus. “This they said to test him, that they might have some charge to bring against him. Jesus bent down and wrote with his finger on the ground.”
‭‭John‬ ‭8:6‬ ‭ESV

Now, no one knows what Jesus wrote in the sand. I believe He was drawing a boundary between the leaders and the woman. (Please do not quote me on this because the Bible doesn’t state what He wrote in the sand.)

Anyway, Jesus tells them, ““And as they continued to ask him, he stood up and said to them, “Let him who is without sin among you be the first to throw a stone at her.”” John 8:7 ESV.

Once again, Jesus bent down and wrote on the ground. One by one, the people started walking away. There was no one there to stone her.

Yesterday, someone told me that I wasn’t a Christian. I was told I acted one way in church and another out of church. I’m not saying that I didn’t do anything wrong. I know that I’m not perfect. 

Anyway, I tell this person, “Yes, I am a Christian, but I’m not perfect.” This person was like the religious leaders with this woman. He/she was ready to stone me without looking at his/her wrongs.

There are a lot of people that think just because you go to church and trying to follow Jesus, that we are supposed to be “perfect.” Well, we are not perfect. We are forgiven by the blood of Jesus. Yes, we mess up. Yes, we do wrong. In those times, we must repent of our sins. We can’t be concerned about someone else’s condemnation of us. In Romans 8:1, it says, “There is NO condemnation for those in Christ Jesus.” It also says in 1 John 1:9 (ESV), “If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and and cleanse us from ALL unrighteousness.

We can defend ourselves when someone accuses us of not being a Christian. Our words must be spoken in love. We don’t have to stand by and let Satan lie to us. After all, there is NO such thing as perfect people.




I Knew You Before You Were Formed

29 Jan

Psalm 139:16 ESV  Your eyes saw my unformed substance

I was getting ready for church, and I kept thinking about this verse. I knew God was telling me something. I said, “Okay, God.”

Psalm 139:13-16 speaks of the Creator knew before I was even thought of by my mother. It says that the Creator formed my inward parts and knitted me together in my mother’s womb (v.13). God says that I am fearfully and wonderfully made (v.14). My frame was not hidden from Him when I was being made in secret. God intricately wove me in the depths of the earth (v.15). His eyes saw my unformed substance (v.16).

My Creator; God, knew that I was going to be formed. He knew that He was going to form me; inside out. When God made me, He made someone special. See, I am a child of God. I know Jesus as my Lord and Savior. Since I am His child, I am a princess.

I’ve been trying to learn about God’s love. I’ve felt worthless and unloved. I’ve had a lot of rejection in my life. I have a negative attitude towards myself.

Anyway, the more I learn about God’s love; the more He reveals to me. Last year, God revealed something to me. God was wooing me before I was even born. He wanted me as His. He wanted to adopt me as His child.

When God revealed this to me, I couldn’t believe it. That’s what Psalm 139:16 states. God saw my unformed substance. He saw me before anyone knew I would be born to inhabit the earth. Isn’t that wonderful?! I serve an awesome God.

You may want to question God and ask, “Why did You put me here to suffer?” I know I have. I’ve learned that hurt people hurt people. Some people give into temptation and do some bad things to others. So, I’ve learned it wasn’t God’s fault. It was the fault of the people that abused me.

If you are like me, and have doubted God’s love, I will strongly recommend you read Psalm 139. I know God will speak to you. I know He will reveal some things to you. All of you have to do is pray for revelation. Don’t let Satan keep making you feel worthless, unwanted, unloved, rejected, or ignored. Tell Satan, “God’s word says that He created me. I’m fearfully and wonderfully made.”

I pray for any of you that are feeling like God doesn’t love you. I encourage you to read the Bible. Search out God’s love through every verse. God does love you because you were created by Him.

Shifting the Blame

23 Jan

“The man said, “The woman whom you gave to be with me, she gave me fruit of the tree, and I ate.” Then the Lord God said to the woman, “What is this that you have done?” The woman said, “The serpent deceived me, and I ate.””
‭‭Genesis‬ ‭3:12-13‬ ‭ESV‬‬

We are living in a time where people want to blame others for their bad decisions and poor choices. They want others to pay for what they have done. These people don’t realize they are responsible for their poor choices and bad decisions.

As always, a great example, starts back in Genesis with Adam and Eve. Eve ate of the fruit that God specifically told her not to eat. She offered it to Adam. Adam accepted the offering from his wife.

The above verses state the shifting of the blame. Adam blamed Eve. Eve blamed the serpent.

In Genesis 3:13, God asks Eve, ““Then the Lord God said to the woman, “What is this that you have done?” God asked Eve what she had done. He didnt ask anyone else, only Eve.
‭‭Genesis‬ ‭3:13‬ ‭ESV‬‬

In s few verses before that, we see Adam blame Eve. “But the Lord God called to the man and said to him, “Where are you?””
‭‭Genesis‬ ‭3:9‬ ESV.”The man said, “The woman whom you gave to be with me, she gave me fruit of the tree, and I ate.””
‭‭Genesis‬ ‭3:12‬ ‭ESV Once again, the only person God asked Adam. 

After this, God kicked them out of the garden of Eden. In fact, He placed an angel to guard the garden. Adam and Eve would never be able to return to the garden.

Because of their disobedience, they both have to pay for their consequences. This is what happened to Eve: “To the woman he said, “I will surely multiply your pain in childbearing; in pain you shall bring forth children. Your desire shall be for your husband, and he shall rule over you.””
‭‭Genesis‬ ‭3:16‬ ‭ESV‬‬

The same happened to Adam. “And to Adam he said, “Because you have listened to the voice of your wife and have eaten of the tree of which I commanded you, ‘You shall not eat of it,’ cursed is the ground because of you; in pain you shall eat of it all the days of your life; thorns and thistles it shall bring forth for you; and you shall eat the plants of the field. By the sweat of your face you shall eat bread, till you return to the ground, for out of it you were taken; for you are dust, and to dust you shall return.””
‭‭Genesis‬ ‭3:17-19‬ ‭ESV‬

I have to admit. I have been like Adam & Eve. I wanted to blame others for my hurt. I gave God all kinds of excuses why it wasn’t my fault. I also thought that they needed to pay for the my wrong doings. I wanted them to pay the consequences; not me.

That was until I was able to start going to Celebrate Recovery. Celebrate Recovery is a Bible centered group for people of all ages with hurts, habits, and hang ups. It’s a great study to go through. It sure has taught me some life lessons.

We first learn to step out of denial. We are told to quit denying our past mistakes. We are told to not deny our wrong doings in situations. I had to dig deep to see my wrong doing in each situation. Thank God for my sponsor. She helped me to see where I was wrong in situations I didn’t see where I done any wrong doing.

So, things haven’t changed since the time of Adam & Eve. We want to blame our parents, family dysfunction, friends, etc. We want to blame everyone and everything but ourselves. We always want to point the finger at someone else instead of pointing it at ourselves.

Our society expects wants others to pay for their consequences. The lazy expect the government to pay for their food, health care, and schooling. The feminist women’s movement expects the government to pay for abortions and cancer screenings.

These people don’t realize the government isn’t paying for anything. That money has to come from somewhere. That money comes from taxes, which comes from the average working American citizen.

We do NOT have the right to try to make someone else pay for our poor choices and bad decisions. Just like with Adam and Eve, we have to learn with the consequences of our choices and decisions; good or bad. God gave them each their own set of consequences for their disobedience.

Are you in denial of any wrong doing and trying to blame someone else for your decisions? Do you want them to pay the consequences for the decisions you have made?

Here are some questions to ask yourself:

1. What am I denying?

2. Who am I blaming?

3. Why am I blaming that person(s)?

4. What is my part in the situation?

Here’s a prayer that I pray that comes straight from God’s word:

God, I pray that You search me and know me. Know my thoughts. Search my innermost parts. Search the deepest, darkest parts of my heart, soul, and mind. Show me what I need to change. God, give me revelation. In Jesus Name, amen.

I can promise that if you pray this with a heart wide open to God’s correction, God will show you what you need to change. It doesn’t always feel good for Him to dig in the deep, dark places, but I guarantee you that it’s well worth it. God will change you. I am living proof of that.

By the way, there is one person that has already taken on the consequences of your poor choices and bad decisions. He paid the ultimate price to take you consequences upon Himself. That person is Jesus. He is the only one that can right the wrong’s that have been done to you. He can also right the wrongs that You have done. All you have to do is repent and ask Him to forgive you. He is faithful and just in His forgiveness.


“Get Back Up Again”

9 Jan

Proverbs 24:16a ESV    for the righteous falls seven times and rises again

I have learned a lot about myself in the last month. I am all about performance. This stems from experiencing a lot of rejection.

I think I have to look a certain way, act a certain way, or be a certain way. Just like anyone else, I want to be loved and accepted. So, there are times, I will go above and beyond just to be loved and accepted.

Needless to say, this has carried into my spiritual life; my walk with Jesus. It’s hard for me to accept my imperfections. It’s hard for me to accept when I mess up. I think that I disappoint God.

I get to the point of giving up. I say, “What’s the use?” “All I do is disappoint God, anyway?” I will “beat” myself up. I am very self-condemning. I have a habit of negative self-talk.

When I am at the point of giving up, God keeps me from completely giving up. I have a dear Godly lady that has told me that I am a fighter. She has told me that I am not a disappointment. She told me, “Christina, when God looks at you, He sees His Son.” She has told me numerous times,” A righteous man falls seven times, but gets back up again.”

I am trying to accept that I am going to fail. I am trying to accept that I will make mistakes. I am trying to accept my imperfections and my humanness. I am trying to learn not to self-condemn. I do NOT want to give up. I know that God has big plans for me, and I do not want to go to hell. There’s a saying, “Satan doesn’t want the ones he already has. He wants the ones he doesn’t have.”

So, if you mess up don’t self- condemn yourself. Don’t let Satan make you feel like a disappointment to God. Remember, “When God looks at you, He sees His Son.” Remember, you are human, and you are imperfect. So, it’s a fact, you will mess up from time to time.

DO NOT GIVE UP!!!! DO NOT LET SATAN KEEP YOU DOWN. Show him that you are victorious through the power of Jesus Christ. “Do not fight for victory; fight from victory.” JUST GET BACK UP AND KEEP TRYING.

Here’s an excerpt from Toby Mac’s “Get Back Up”

We lose our way

We get back up again

It’s never too late to get back up again

You may be knocked down

But not out forever.

So, it’s not about how many times we fall down. It’s about how many times we get back up. So, be sure to get back up.